||[Jul. 9th, 2004|05:31 pm]
For all of you who dont know, im leaving to israel in a month. Im going there to attempt to find myself while getting college credits. Most kids go right out of high school, however, i had many probelmes at that point in my life so i had to postpone. Im not a very religous kid, fact is i dont think most people call me religious. However ive studied the texts for years, aon ym own, and while i was forced to in elementry schools. But thats not the issue right now. In simple terms, someone i trusted for many years, make that two people ive trusted for a very long time, FUCKING STABED ME REALLY HARD IN THE BACK WITH A BLADE SERATED WITH LIES. |
Ive always hated it when people yelled at me. Id rathere them beat the shit out of me then hit me. Words are powerful things. And i hate it when their not clear. When someones beating the shit out of you its clear.
Because of me going to israel, and maybe doing some other strange things after that. I am selling all my guitar except two. Im selling my ibanez art core, ibanez rg, ibanez gio, takamine g series acoustic. And everal other instruments. If anyones intrested, email me.
Im considering selling ym jagstang, but that will take alot of money and psychological crpiling.
I cant write anymore, its really killing me.
I tried writing to songs/poems. they were horible. FUCKING HORIBLE.
Im suposed to pick up my diploma from college on monday. DAMN, i keep forgeting. Ill get around to it if i remember next week.